There are times, especially on a holiday like Thanksgiving when I find myself solo today due to illness, that I need to sit in stillness as I reflect, as I feel, and as I process all that I have lost, and all that is my new normal.
My pain is only mine to carry, but all of your loving messages on this day reminds me I’m not alone in this confusing, and sometimes frightening world. It’s a gentle reminder that I am worthy of love, even when I feel broken and alone.
Thank you for being here energetically today…
not as my protector, but as a loving companion. Please continue to hold my hand energetically until I find my way. Please allow me to continue to “feel” every piece as I sit in this vulnerable and safe space. This will help me to remember my strength and resilience as I continue to search my soul. So much has been lost, and much has been gained. Perspective.
Today I give thanks for each of you and your loving support which has been the most precious gift of giving. And I smiled with each loving message this morning, and with each bite of my solo Thanksgiving feast which I prepared.
I am resting in pieces, one by one, taking baby steps back to myself in my rebirth and homecoming.
I am taking only the next action that resonates with me on a blank canvas in the rain.
Love,
Wendy
